Ottawa's David Shentow survived 'hell on earth' at Auschwitz

At 17, DavidShentowdidn't know he had arrived at the Nazis' most notorious camp when he was ordered offa train outsideAuschwitzat 4 o'clock in the morning in the fall of 1942.

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He recalled a "bad feeling" when toldto leave his luggage on the train but the horror of the camp was revealed minutes later even before he heard of the gas chambers.

One man asked the SSif he could take a picture, Shentow told CBC News more than 70 years later.

"They let the dogs loose. And a German Shepherd jumped on that man, straight on his neck. The moaning, the crying, the yelling heartbreaking. And this was just in front of me," he said. "Blood gushing out of his neck and from his mouth and from his ears.I knew he was dead. 'My god, where am I?'"

Nearby, he saidayoung woman stepped off the train with a crying baby in her arms.

"The SS walked over to her and pointed, 'Keep it quiet,'" he said. "No matter how hard she was trying to keep the baby quiet, the baby started to cry louder. He ran over to her, grabbed the baby by the legs and threw it against the train. Then I knew, I'm in hell."

Shentowwatched those perceived as weak and oldget triaged to the left but he was ordered to the right.

"I knew right there and then, I was given another lease on life," he said.

In the years that followed,Shentowdoubted he would survive.

"There are no words. It was hell on earth. As a matter of fact when they ask me, 'Was it really that bad?' I say, 'No. It was 100 per cent worse," he said.

Auschwitz was liberated on January 27, 1945. By then, Shentow had been relocated toDachau concentration camp. He would not be liberated untilApril 29, 1945 his 20thbirthday.

'I felt guilty to survive'

Shentowwas tattooed asprisoner 72585 at Auschwitz a mark that remains on his arm to this day.

He remembers passing under the camp's gates that read,"Arbeitmachtfrei"(one translation reads "Work will set you free"). He worked 10-hour days but soon came to realize that labour was not the camp's main goal.

"We had to carry heavy stones. Then I saw other prisoners carrying the same heavy stones back to where I picked them up in the first place. So, I knew it was a death camp this was not a working camp," he said."We always had to carry back the dead ones because quite a few died during work."

Once a day, prisoners would be fed a small ration of bread and soup even during the cold winter months after long days of work, he said.

"That question comes out often: How did I survive? When I was liberated, after three years of hell, I couldn't find the right words. I just don't know how I made it. And even today, 70 years later, and I'm still here. Maybe God is watching over me," he says.

He said17 of his family members, including his parents, sisters, uncles and aunts, did not survive the camps.

"I felt guilty to survive," he said.

Originally fromAntwerp, Belgium, Shentow moved to Canada in 1949.

"I felt it's time to start a new life," he says.Shentow lives in Ottawa.