New book honours victims of Cougar crash 10 years after tragedy

It's been nearly 10 years since a Cougar Helicopters flightcrashed en route to the Grand Banks and claimed 17 of the 18 lives onboard, and now a new book is examining those lives that were lost.

Rod Etheridge's18 Souls: The Loss and Legacy of Cougar Flight 491 traces the stories of people who died in the crash, and the families, friends, and loved ones left behind.

Twelve of them are profiled in the book through extensive interviews with the people closest to the tragedy and its fallout.

"Every single one of them wanted to tell their story, because they want people to know how hard it is how hard it is to get that phone call, how hard it is to turn around to your six-year-old and say 'Dad's not coming home,'"said Etheridgein an interview with theSt. John's Morning Show.

"And they want that to be part of the legacy, in the sense they want the public to know that the offshore life is not easy."

'Who's going to tell their stories?'

The idea came to Etheridge, a veteran reporter and producer with CBC News, after noticing a conspicuous absence of coverage in the years that followed.

"I thought, 'Wow, I don't hear much talk about the people that died that day,' other than the collective '17 [who] lost their lives,'" he said.

There was plenty ofdiscussion about helicopter safety, or about memorial masses, but Etheridge said he was struck by the lack of intimate knowledge aboutthepeople who died.

"I just thought, 'Who's going to tell their stories if if someone doesn't put it down?'"

After reaching out to St. John's Mayor Danny Breen who lost his brother Peter in the crash Etheridge started contacting the families of the victims.

"It was a happy story in the beginning, talking about their lives and how they met and the things they did," said Etheridge.

"But then inevitably every person I talked to would say, 'I still feel that day as if it was yesterday.'"

At a book launch on Thursday, Peter Breen's daughter, Noelle Cullen,weighed in on the impact the reporting had on the families. They usually only hear about the crash, not the people involved.

Her young daughters never got to meet their Poppy, Cullen said, but now they'll be able to read all about him.

"As they get older they're going to be able to pass it down to their children," she said "So for them to be able to actually have those memories and read them in a book like that, to me, is something really special."

Emotional journey

Lives turned on a dime that day, Etheridge said. That momentous shift stuck with him throughout his research.

"It struck me that, oh my God, everyone's world changed with a phone ringing," he said.

The stories he learned ranged from the tragic like one man who died on his daughter's birthday to the surreal.

In the months before the accident, passengerBurchNashsuffered from terrible nightmares about dying in a helicopter crash.

"He would wake up in the months before it happened. He would wake up in a cold sweat really upset and screaming," said Etheridge, who interviewed Nash's wife Marilyn.

Nash, not an overlyreligious man, took up the habit of praying in the months before he died to "get in good with God" so that his body would be found, Etheridge said.

A living document

Themagnitudeof the tragedy sentshock wavesstillreverberatingthroughoutthe province even a decade later.

Only one man, Robert Decker, survived the crash of Cougar Flight 491, but he declined an interviewfor the book.

Etheridgehopes the book honours the legacy of those who died.

"What stays with me is the fact that these are all people who [were]just doing their best toraise a good family and have a good salary to do that with," he said.

"No one wants to remember how they died. They want to remember how they lived."

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