Urgences-Sant first responders call for more mental health services

First responders who work atUrgences-Sant in Montreal say they need more mental health resources to deal with issues like depression, post-traumatic stress disorderand attempted suicide.

Daniel Garvin, a former first responder,is one of the Montrealers who is sounding the alarm.

Of all the troubling 911 calls that Garvin answered in his 30-year career, he can still pinpoint the one that triggered his PTSDin the summer of 2012.

It's the darkest, deepest place I've ever been in my life.- DanielGarvin, former Urgences-Santfirst responder

"My partner and I had responded to a call for an accidental death involving a baby," he said.

"The baby had gotten between the bars of the crib and accidentally hung itself. It happened overnight, so by the time there was recognition by [the baby's grandparents]and by the time that we arrived, it was far too late."

Disturbing call openedfloodgates

Garvin was in such daze that he can't remember what happened after he and his partner drove the baby's grandparents to the hospital to be treated for shock.

When he came to, he was sitting on the ambulance's bumper, "weeping like a child."

"It's almost like we have this place in the back of our brain where we place things that we don't want to deal with at that time," he said.

"Most people in EMS (Emergency Medical Services) think, 'I can deal with this, this is my job, this is what I'm supposed to do.' But there comes a time when that space is completely taken up, and there's no room left."

Failed by the system

Following a second breakdown, Garvin was placed on desk dutyand went through two rounds of therapy provided by Urgences-Sant's employee program.

But Garvin says employees only get eight to 10 sessions per round, with little in the way of follow-up.

To make things worse, Garvin says the therapists provided by Urgences-Sant didn't understand his PTSD, leaving him hopeless. His mental state worsening, Garvin eventually found himself standing on the edge of an overpass, ready to take his own life.

"It's the darkest, deepest place I've ever been in my lifebecause there is no rationality. So the only answer is, 'I've got to get out,'" said Garvin.

A Canada-wide problem

With the support of a supervisor, Garvin pushed throughand found a therapist outside of the Urgences-Sant employee program.

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But Garvin says he knows of at least three paramedics who have taken their own lives in the past three to four years.

There are so many people who are experiencing things like divorce, trouble at home, alcoholism.-DanielGarvin, formerUrgences-Santfirst responder

Advocates for better mental health services for first responders say it is a country-wide problem.

According to one such organization, the Tema Conter Memorial Trust, 40 first responders committed suicide in Canada last year alone.

"It's huge. There are so many people who are experiencing things like divorce, trouble at home, alcoholism," he said.

Urgences-Santtaking steps

Urgences-Sant told CBC Montreal that it is taking steps to hire a psychologist who will head up a pairs program, in which first responders offer one another mental health support.

But Garvin says employees still needmore therapy sessionsand better follow-up treatments.

"Many things have been tried and have failed. And in the meantime, people are suffering. People have died, in the meantime," he said.

The employee group APPEX (Alliance desparamdicsprofessionnelspour l'excellence), as well as the union for Urgences-Sant first responders, have both been in talks with Urgences-Sant on improving mental health resources for employees.

YvonBonesso, vice-president of the union that representsUrgences-Santworkers,says that the union is doing what it can to advocate for increased mental health services for employees, but has yet to come to an agreement withUrgences-Sant.

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