Open Door homeless centre soon to be without a home

For Daniel Kasudluak,losing thehomelesscentreinSt. Stephen's Anglican Churchis like losing his life.

"If we lose it, I'm probably going to die before I'm 40."

Kasudluakis38.

The Open Door, a drop-in centre near Cabot Square whose clients are largely Indigenous,may soon find itself without a home after operating out of the church for nearly 30 years.

Every weekday fromearly morning to early afternoon, homeless and low-income people in downtown Montreal file into the centre for food, clothes, counsellingand a place to steal a nap in the church's pews.

Roughly half of all 150 people who come to theOpen Door on a daily basis are Inuit, so the centrealso offerscarving, housing and transition programs forthose hopingto one day return north.

But like many Anglican churches in Quebec, St. Stephen's isstruggling to operate.

It's breaking my heart. Where are we going to go?What's going to happen to us?- Grace Blacksmith,client of the Open Door

The church was put up for sale in December 2016 and will now merge with St. Jax, another Anglican church located downtown.

Last week, the Open Doorreceived a letter from the Anglican Diocese of Montrealthe church had found a buyer and the centre haduntil July 31 to find a new location.

"Every single day, Inuit and others come and ask me,'Is this place closing? Is this going to be the end?'They're worried," said David Chapman, acting director at the centre.

'Without it, we're nothing'

Chapman hasspent the last few days reassuring the centre's visitorsthat the onlyhome they have willfind a way to stay open.

But hisassurances haven't stopped the tears from flowing.

"It better not close down," Elizabeth Pootogoksaid at the top her lungs."We sleep there, we eat there, we get clothes thereand everything."

"Without it, we're nothing."

Grace Blacksmith, a Cree woman who started dropping in at the Open Door last year, choked up as she contemplated life without the centre.

"It's breaking my heart. Where are we going to go?What's going to happen to us?[David] is trying really hard and I appreciate it," she said.

Blacksmith isscared.

"BeforeI knew about Open Door, I nearly got raped and beat on the street, and it was a place to go where I felt safe."

Chapman said the centre's closing wouldespecially take atoll on its Inuit clients, a population he said has "known displacement for much of their lives."

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"This is the story of the Indigenous people in this country," he added.

A changing neighbourhood

Though he wouldn't divulge who bought St. Stephen's, executive archdeacon Bill Gray toldCBC a residentialbuilding may be in the plans.

The diocese initially offered the building to the Open Door and has since offered $30,000 to help the centre find a new home.

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The Open Door is on the hunt for a location within six blocks of Cabot Square to stay close to itsclients, but finding a largeandaffordable space in the areaisprovingdifficult.

"Unfortunately, being a homeless centre, the property values in the region were just plain and simple out of reach for us," Chapman said.

He said the centre considered the site of the former Montreal Children's Hospital, but thespace has since been bought by Devimco,a developer with plans to erect a $400-million residential project.

Chapman said negotiations with landlords stall as soon as they learn that the organization is a homeless centre.

While others express support for thecentre's mission, he said they are quick to add a caveat"not in my backyard."

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The Open Door is located just within the limits of Westmount, and one of its partners saidit has unsuccessfully appealed to the city to match its funds.

MakivikCorporation, anorganization which represents 12,000 Inuit across Quebec, saidit has yet to hear back from interim Mayor ChristinaSmith.

"I wish I had the power to give them money," Kasudluaksaid. "But I don't have it."

Chapman, in the meantime, refuses to close the door on the centre.

"I don't know how we're going to do it, but we're going to do it."